i am myself, i see the world as i think it should be, my views are different so dont judge or hate becasue you dont beleive in what i do.her life is no book
not fiction or real
no princes or knights
no riches nor golds
but her life was hell
the lives you read about or see movies on
a life that you couldn’t imagine
the drugs she used made her real
they rushed in her veins to make her feel
the smoke in her lungs helped her brethe
she had no one
but him and him
one was a loner the other a stoner
but they fought for this strange girl
both in love but she couldnt care
because in her eyes thier was no life
just a prison your in till death
either on purpose or accident
she stood clear,
why must the pain in ones eyes be blinded by others inconsiderate selves
do you see her pain
the abuse the reasons of her actions
NO you just quickly judge her for being an addict, a cutter and run away
stop and look deep in her eyes
do you see the pain?
the abandonment , the desire to feel love and love someone else
the passion for knowledge
would you help?
no you just watch her keep using and getting a quick fix of happiness
this poor girl could be someone you know very dear
but why judge her like a cover of this book
old and ugly, is all you see
not the brown hair hazel green eyed girl
with her scars tells stoires just like the keys i type on
yes tradgic ones but why not ask?
why not just try and care, give her the time
because after all were all human beings under control by this world
not our parents but the government the one who control our every action and final choice in this shitty life
so when you see her all strung out make small talk
she might then ask for help
jsut because you cared a little
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
ugh i swear this should be my next tattoed, fuck up, fuck life, fuck you,
fuck is used so much, so lets replace f and c for drUnK and feel better about life haha
make me said because of the people, phone is off for the night, fuck this going to drink and smoke weed, yep summer 2011 meet summer 2012 , REPEAT BITCHES
I have who I need in my life and actually talk to me and care, so if you do nothing for me then peace bitches
I can’t even get on here without crying or being fucked up or drunk, I’m so sorry for blowing you off but this time is what we need I’ll call you either tomorrow or Thursday I promise . please don’t give up
